Herrculeees 
Herrculeees last signed in Nov 23 2009 and has been on Bukisa since Feb 13, 2009.
I try not to judge, and I try not to be judged. But I know by putting this stuff up, people will judge. I just hope you keep your minds open.
Im 19, taking a break from school, and filling my days with nothingness. There will be most likely old and new stuff here. What I write may not actually be how I feel about any specific topic. Could have been how I felt once, or how I imagined someone else feeling.
Enjoy.
liars, cheats, and lonelyness
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ive been hurt too many times. i cant trust, but i want to.. i can just feel the pull of my heart ripping itself out of my chest every time.. i have to trust, but should i? i have noidea... they all told me they loved me. they told me they ment it.
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Go Die. ((warning: foul language))
by Herrculeees | in Relationships > Dating
a series of rants. i suggest this to anyone thats having a seriously hard time with someone, write something about them, everything youve wanted to say, dont say their names, just say everything youve kept bottled up, let it out, it feels amazing. ((WARNING: FOUL LANGUAGE))
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Purgatory: The Big O
by Herrculeees | in Relationships > Dating
not talking about sex thanks. re-read shel silverstein and really made a connection with it again...
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Purgatory: Memory's like fire.
by Herrculeees | in Relationships > Dating
im starting to realize he may have never cared about me like i cared about him, just like all the rest of them.
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Purgatory: Chinese Poppers
by Herrculeees | in Relationships > Dating
Day 5, the hardest day probably, one of at least...
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Purgatory: Orange Menthol Cigarettes
by Herrculeees | in Relationships > Dating
im so out of my head... i dont even remember smoking all these...
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Purgatory: Jumble
by Herrculeees | in Relationships > Dating
these days went by so fast, things didnt make sense, all a big jumble, some not even finished...
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Purgatory: Hollow
by Herrculeees | in Relationships > Dating
day three, theres a strange hollowness here... i cant explain
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Purgatory: Alone
by Herrculeees | in Relationships > Dating
i once wrote a poem. looking back now it decribes exacly how i feel.
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Purgatory: Glass Heart
by Herrculeees | in Relationships > Dating
last night i wrote some about how i was feeling on a little notebook, i know this is day two, but this right here was some of my day one, i can safely say, yesterday was so painful for me, that i blocked out most of it, except what i wrote:
Only if I close my eyes by JadeBrooks
A woman has her husband away and she expressed this to me and I put it into words to comfort her until his return.
Poem about the festival LoveFest, held in San Francisco every year.
Valentines Day Shadow by dancey10
A professor of mine challenged the class to, within ten minutes, write a poem about Valentines Day from the perspective of one's shadow.
Andythemandy on Go Die. ((warning: foul language)) on September 20, 2009
When did you write this?...
dancey10 on Its not your place. on March 15, 2009
I wouldn't call you psychotic....actually...let me say...maybe ;) nicely done. you're big on stream of conscious aren't you?...
dancey10 on Freestyle: Tales of a real teenage drama queen. [part three: hate] on February 24, 2009
geez hate is right. If your intention was to repeat the phrase "i hate her" or something...
Herrculeees on Freestyle: Tales of a real teenage drama queen. [part three: hate] on February 24, 2009
these freestyle writings arent really poems, theyre just things that may bother me one day that i feel...
dmobile215 on My weakness: I always forgive. on February 22, 2009
Good article.. Almost some what like myself.. stay the way you are... Have a good one ...
for The Parallel--Andythemandy on September 21, 2009
this is awesome, all your writing is welll past your age, your wisdom is incredible. btw i wrote...
for Lifeless Existance--Andythemandy on September 20, 2009
its really good, but scaryyy...
for The Wondering Mind on March 17, 2009
likesss ittt. ...
for Attention Deficit Divinity on March 08, 2009
nice, especially the last part, entirely true....
for Freestyle: Tales of a real teenage drama queen. [part three: hate] on February 24, 2009
these freestyle writings arent really poems, theyre just things that may bother me one day that i feel...
hatred, hearts, costumes, missing, bitches, together, love, Romance, breakup, Alone, truth, breakups, fake, cheating, life, moulin rouge, regret, heartbreak, pain, homeless
